Freethinker way of thinking,is it really free

Had a heat up conversation with this ex lecturer.guess your upbringing really makes you and your way of thinking.

Or is it thats just so backward?anyway listen up if you like.

Are you sure you are free enough when you try to defy every law in existance just because you dont want to bother other people's 'ease of life'?

When even god's law is at stake.
It really makes me wonder,what does it mean when you say god's law is not 'in the right moment' to be implemented. Or 'we are not at the right condition' to apply them. Just because we have so many religions and race to take care of.

Is it really that what god tells you to do is irrelevant to be run? Or is it you that are trying to reinvent the wheels?

Try and error,and failing,and societies ruined after each failed laws. Like a system that does not let you control it,saying you dont have enough administrative power.just to be smashed and ruined by you because it does not produce the result that you want it to.

Like windows not letting you copy files to partition D because you are not admin, or android kitkat not allowing you to copy files to external memory card because its a stupid law reinvented to 'ensure stability and security'. When its just a hindrance and nuisance to be thrown away in the end.heheh

A small dot on god's land

Google map sure helped me alot. I used it to find my kiblat,used it to navigate my tours.many more.

Right now when i zoomed out from the map it really occurs to me.im just a small dot on a 1/5th section of this island called australia.

Still,the journey seems so far..
And tiring..
And boring me..
Making me give up..
Making me stressed out..

Guess i really am a negative person huh..


Note to self:
We are on a journey to find ourself.
To fin peace,and quiet.and harmony.
Live off the land.
Learn as much as you can
Before we walk some more to eternal death.

Maybe spending a year here.
Later on,to japan.
Before that see our parents first.
See hanif's wife.how she look.how she fares.
After that off to die..