kerana tiba-tiba

hari ini jari aku kepingin menari
kerana hari ini hati dan akal aku tidak selari
hati,mengatakan aku ingin menjerit sepuas sekali
tapi akalku jeritkan jangan...engkau malu nanti..
aku tahankan
lantas jariku kembali menari.
kerana mungkin aku ini terlalu bangang sekali
atau mungkin kerana aku ini bengong tak terkali.
aku hendak berseni lagi
tapi aku tak ada hati
aku jugak tak ada minda seni
yang aku ada
cuma rasa nak mencurah rasa dalam tiba-tiba
kerana aku hendak berkongsi bersama gerang semua.

ranting on jiwa kosong

writing on jiwa kosong..sebab sekarang aku berasa teramat kerunsingan.
kurang kasih sayang jiwa cinta hilang.
rasa terseksakan kerana terpinggir tanpa kasih sayang dari seorang yang aku ingin selalu panggilkan sayang.
bangangkah aku kerana mengharapkan tanpa ada bekalan..
hendak saja aku jeritkan aku perlukan engkau.
hendak saja aku rampaskan dari keibubapakan engkau.
terhadap jiwa cinta hilang.
maafkan aku kerana mendendamkan hak kasih tak tercapaikan
tapi aku masih selalu mengharapkan.
pulangkan kepangkuan.
cinta yang tak tersampaikan.

darkness in my heart

WITH TEARS IN MY EYES

im a man..but still i cry like woman

i really hope that you will read this fa..

i want to marry you..i really do

i beg i pray and i cry in my prayers..but still why does god does not wed us yet??

i love you. and i dont want to be anything to you except
your husband. i want to have you as my own. i want you to be by my side.

is it really hard for me to even have that tiny bit of blessing from him??

or is it you that is always praying that we dont get married?

i want you..i really do fa..

-29/8/2010/-with tears in my eyes..again..

raging in my heart..bursting in my mind

ANGER

i am bursting with anger with this old man!

how stupid can he be??limiting access to the pc

that even updates cant be done..

making a high end pc operate sluggish run?

how hard can life be with him!

fuck you man..fuck you DAD!!fuckkKKKKKKKKKkkkkkk

unfair life

im really beginning to regret living.
chasing after something that is hard to get.
how far fetched from becoming reality.
i have really given up on believeng.
im never going to ask from him again.

all those deeds ive done,all are worthless.
i hate my life right now.
all those shitty rules.
all those demands.
all those stupid materialistic worn out hell borne bastards.

i really hate with whats going on right now.
if really there is good returns for everything you did.
i demand what i ask for be given to me.
all my life has become worthless.
all those practices ive done are worth nothing.

i broke my laptop

that's right..with just a big punch on the keyboard(exactly over the hard disk part.)
and now it does not show any display anymore.even the bios does not load up.the screen do lit up but with a black color. also it do load i guess because the indicators lit up normally.

need to look further into this later.maybe after my final exams..
that's rite only a week away for my final day..sad..but nothing i can do :( dont have notes to read(they are all electronically kept in my lappy)

there come the annoying indian..got to go..bye..

im not racist but i do hate this one indian guy..later i will write more about this motherfucker.

down memory lane v3.0(if not mistaken)

look what i found.(but just it's picture from someone's facebook)
i once like some kids out there wanted to be 'in trend' :) so i tried to buy this digivice from my classmate. but its already so badly scarred and half of the display is damaged.

but that's that and i bought them for rm40.and so i had them in my hand,afterwards i unscrewed it with hope to repair the display but i did not know what to do and i just damaged that thing,when i tried to get a refund he just refused to give it back to me.sad but that's the only digivice that i ever had. ;0

others:serve you right stupid!!
me:sorry :(

new camera!!!

yayyy..hehee..although its not fully mine..(just take it off my father's hand for maybe a few weeks or months.but still..no more video cam pictures for me now(maybe not for long) hehee..

well,this is actually a post after i saw one of my friend's blog post of her car. :)

http://plasticpill.blogspot.com/2011/05/combi-oh-combi.html?spref=fb

and so,there we go. but the thing is.just as i got my (borrowed) camera. i think i lost the mood to take pictures and also i think i am too shy to take these camera out in the open.(dont want to show off)

so,what should i do?

and also do comment about my photoshopping skill (as you can see from the camera picture that i uploaded) how is it?
i just self thought myself photoshop..

LIFELESS PATHETIC LAMENT V1.3: blurry again

just updating because of my blogwalking.hmmm...reading how they are struggling to further their studies make ponder upon myself.
when i graduated.what should i do with my life.i do want to get better certificates other than diploma.but i dont know what to do with my life.

what course should i take?what field should i enter?
there are some in mind.how i hope anybody can help me decide.

SHOULD I BE:

1.a teacher
2.further explore mechatronics,and perhaps pioneer biomechatronics in malaysia.
3.an architect?(my middle school ambition)

hehee..hopefully anyone that reads this can help me :)

new template

yayy..ive changed my template from the dark black theme into something more..lets see..vibrant?not really..i dont know..maybe just to change the atmosphere a little bit..

how to block ads on google chrome

another technical post today.
as we can see..the web is starting to crawl with ads.some might contain spam,malware,spyware. some is just annoying to the eye.half naked women trying to sell their products. and so.for some who just doesnt aware of this yet and tries to block these things.heres how.

adblock for chrome

click on the download install icon.and you will be prompted with some questions.

a side note about this developer: he just quits his job for the sake of developing the program for us.so,a small donation is very welcomed.here's his link.




why pay for free software

new educational blog!!

hi..ive made this new blog.its a special blog to teach you how to read and write japanese.
visit.

http://readwritejapanese.blogspot.com/

my ranting of the day..

how can i go on with a live like this. damn plagiarizer. i hate it when someone do that in front of my face. especially when it involves me in it.

maybe you will be wondering what the heck is this? but still. it is my final year project group, and i am the leader of that team.

i cant stand how they keep on copying the contents of previous batches' contents and adding them into our proposal.

if this is how they make their work,i wonder how this country is going to be in the future..

need to stop this ranting.need to supervise them more.stupid humans..

coretan kahwin aku lagi...

usai solat tadi,aku menangis lagi.pinta doaku setiap hari aku panjatkan kembali.sayang sekali,bukan dosa-dosaku yang aku tangisi,bukan juga nasib para mujahidin yang aku fikiri.

pintaku acapkali.biarlah tarikh perahwinanku dipercepatkan.biarlah dipermudahkan urusan perkahwinanku. Allah,alangkah malu aku dengan permintaan ini..kalaulah dapat aku menangis sebegini untuk dosa-dosa aku terdahulu. pasti tenang sekali hati ini nanti. pasti lebih allah kasihi diri ini.

bukan aku menulis disini untuk meminta simpati. bukan juga mahu mendabik diri. cuma ingin aku coretkan sedikit catatan biar satu masa dapat aku kembali menatap kisah diri ini. momento peribadi yang aku kongsi.

malu sekali lelaki menangisi perkara setemeh ini.namun apa dayaku.aku cuma insan biasa.anak tukang rumah miskin yang tak punya harta dan tak punya upaya untuk ku sunting seorang isteri. juga tak aku mampu untuk menyara seisi rumahku sendiri. famili itu mungkin hanya berseri di dalam mimpi. sayang sekali.

bukan aku kejar status beristeri.bukan aku kejar anak sendiri. hanya,aku tak ingin terus bermandi nafsu sendiri. tak aku mahu lagi hidup dalam godaan dunia penuh penipuan. takut aku terjerumus lebih dalam ke arah neraka.

aku mengaku. aku bukan tinggi agama. bukan juga aku hebat berkerjaya sendiri. aku ini hanya seorang pelajar. hidup aku juga dalam tanggungan lagi. tapi,kenapa tak boleh buat aku nak akhirkan semua ini? kenapa tak boleh aku nak selamatkan diri sendiri?
maafkan aku buat sesiapa yang membaca coretan kusut hari ini. anggaplah kalau aku bermonolog seorang diri.dalam mencari tenang dalam hidup aku yang sepi.

being grateful (babling version)

grateful for today i have successfully submitted my final year project proposal although there are some mistakes on that report.(which i realised after the printings were done).still,i feel so grateful because theres so many help from allah that i recieved in the form of coincidences today.(too many to be told).

i cant help but feel envious to those married couples out there.because almost every pray after my prayer i would ask that i could get married faster.but also because i havent done any effort towards getting more money to ask for her hand, probably that is why i didnt get into marriage yet right now. :) but still.im grateful because i can still keep in touch with her.i even can confirm her love towards me.(though she never say them in words). grateful i am because i have somebody to love me back from the 1 i loved too.

my saying these because i know some people who can only see from far their crush and do not get the chance to be loved by that person. also there is many people hurt from being dumped by their loved one. still..although love before marriage is a forbidden thing.i realy feel grateful because i am engaged to someone i love. :)

my writing today is a bit off because im sleep deprieved..(didnt sleep last night because of the proposal up until this hour)

whoaaaaa

thats what i blurted out when i saw a blogger friend who have 351 followers(and all are people i know!) hahah..and they barely come to my page. how sad. but its okay. i dont think i need that amount of followers.

ill just consider my posts as intended to those lucky chosen people out there. hehee..though amount seems like a big thing,but i think whats born from my readers heart towards my posts matters most.

others:you still do not want to admit that people doesnt care about what you say?
me: (-_-")

but its okay.to my followers..
thank you very much!

ども　ありがと　ございます

know what.i think i want to make a japanese reading class for free for all of you :)
maybe after my final year project?

and thats for now, with love to all assalamualaikum :)

regret

Nah,i dont want to lament about anything.its just something i heard from a vlogger in youtube. :)

"post something that you would not regret about in the afteryears.. :D

to think about that,im already beginning to regret 1 or 2 of my posts in here.maybe they are too emotional i guess. but isnt that why you blog?so that you can share your feelings with the world? i dont know.in fact,i think i dont know anything about this world..

others:what are you babling about? CRAZY.
me:sorry..

well,this might be a bit boring post.but,what to do. well,there you go.a small post for the day.

thank you

thats all i can get from her? does only thanks is worth for me?cant i get more?cant she just tell that she love me?dont you know that it hurts me?it hurts me real bad.i cant stand living like this.i cant pretend like her.she is good.she is pious.its just that she is too good and pious that i dont deserve to get her?

how i wish i could just get her hands.is it worth for me to continue my pursue for her?i really want her.but i cant live like this.i will definitely lose my mind. damnit i only wanted to be loved.is that hard for her to even just pretend for me??just pretend that she loves me?why?why did she make me like this?

melepas tension

this is 1 of the scenes from the mangrove forest in my home town. it is such a relief to be there.

today is my first time rowing a boat.things were such a mess.i kept on circling in the same spot because i dont know how to use double rows heheh..

for a few seconds i could actualy take my mind off her. hah..who couldnt if the view is so breathtaking..heheh..

i went to fish but couldnt catch any.but came my dad to the rescue.he brought a fishing net.but because the tide is on,he only managed to catch a couple of prawns and a single cichlid.

ah,malas aku nak cakap pasai dia..aku tau aku lepas tensen aku..walaupun sesaat..kenapa ar hang xnak bagi aku rasa macam tu?kenapa ar aku mesti kena seksa lagu ni?xlayak ka aku??

its killing me

love is poison that you willingly swallow. i finally admit this. i have been feeling it ever since i know her.

i have told her that i want her and i need her and i hope that she will be mine and that we would be together.but still..why is it so hard for her to say she loves me?

though i respect her stand. still it hurts every time. is it hard for her to admit that she love me? is it so hard for her to say that she loves me? i think she is the result of me breaking all those girls' heart. i understand how it hurt.

how i wish she would come up to me one day and really say that she loves me. how i really wish. this feeling stings. it really does. deep and hard.

it makes me lose my mind.it really does. i wish and i hope and i pray. that one day,she will come by herself to say it to me.

really.all i hope is just she say those three words to me willingly. even once will do.

para mi padre

for my father.
this i found on his FB today.heheh..often did i think him reminiscing his memories in australia was craps. i think he was boasting his memories to us.

but as i saw his comments on the pictures. it hit me. how memories are precious to people.that is 1 of the most precious memories and experience for him. how i wish i could take him and my mother there one day. :)

tribute to a friend

this i came across in the FB of my friend.

he is a friend of mine who quits college and start his own business.definitely salute this 1 guy. dare to defy any laws.he does not go to the lectures that did not get his attention.we both didn't go to the final of my boycotted lecturer.definitely a friend that stick to his friend's back. thanks man..i owe u big time.

i dont realy remember much about what we talked about.but it leaves a deep effect in my heart after that talk.realy opened my mind and made me think maturely.definitely 1 in a million.because of some reasons.i used to stay in his room back when im in semester 3..and i get to know this guy a little more.

hopefully he can be a better man outside. the guy who does not want to be told what to do by others. i believe he can make it. salute you my friend. :)

the down slope in my graph

last night was a disaster.i couldnt even get enough sell to compensate my initial capital for my goods for that night and to pay for the site rent.

i also have some defect in my asset. so tonight i am going to back away from this product i am trying out,and i am going to go for carbonated drinks for tonight. hopefully i will get more profit to compensate my lost for last night.

i dont know whether this strategy might work or not.and also my asset in cash are decreasing.and i dont think i can have enough capital to start this new product.i might need to apply some loan from my associates.i can take some from my savings but that would be too big of a risk.i might lose the money for my rents and bills.

bismillahitawakkal tu alallahu wallahu wa ni'mal wakil wala haulawala quwwataillabillahi aliyul azim.

(its my own version of tawakkal prayer.from prophet's hadith but i sort of combine two into 1)

love is in the air

or maybe fading away..i dont know what to say.realy..its not fading away.its just that im in love and i love her so much that it hurts me when she is not around. i kept thinking of making her neglect all her work and studies so that she could be with me all the time. but nah~~ she is not fully mine yet. we are not even married! :)

the good thing is. deep inside i can believe that she is truthful and loyal to me. i know despite all her more handsome friends and all the guys out their trying their luck to get her, she still does not give any chance to them. deep inside,i know that i am lucky to have her. to have even known her is lucky enough for me. :)

how many hearts have i broken just because i dont want to have any commitment with other girls.hah..i wonder if there will be a payback for all that i have done to those other girls. but that is for allah to do His works. hopefully i can have her as my bride one day..

p/s:hahahah post gatai..hehehe lantak ar..henset rosak punya pasai.merapu meraban la sensorang. memasing busy..siang kelas sama kelas.malam aku meniaga pulak.tak ada masa pun nak bermesej apa semua..lepas kawin lah baru bercinta gamaknya..mintak mintaklah kekal.. aminn.. :)

down memory lane 1

the olden days.how calming.it just give you the feel of calm and joy.
these reviews would be by my point of view.that is as a malay in malaysia.because this country is a multi racial and multi religious country.so i could not post about other race and religiosity view.

heheh..the songs.for now i would place some,but afterwards i might edit or add new posts about them..

i would say

1.xpdc..they have gone through up and down.many band members have come and left. my favorite song would be teman(for now,theres so many but i cant recall their names)

2.butterfingers..the only malaysian group that never change their band members..salute! :) my fav song would be vio pipe,maharani,kabus ribut

3.spider..the once very popular band..their song aladdin, and gosok was once a whistled by many malays. my fav were non in particular,but i would suggest you to listen to their album and find 1 to your liking.

there are many more..but i think that's all for now.

the most popular sitcom would be senario. they have 5 actors which make up the team. apek,lan pet pet,azlee,wahid,1 which i cant remember.

they made many movies and their sitcom is still aired on malaysian tv3 up until now.not much i can say about them because i dont watch tv much.

hmm..thats for tv and radios for now..maybe more later.. :) let me know for things that i overlooked please :)

baldur's gate+throne of baal

feww..ive been looking for this game for the last 10 years!i played this before,but i borrowed the discs and after i returned them,i never played them again..

its very nostalgic actualy.because because of this game i came to know torrents file,i learned to tweak them,and i came to know prince of persia and such.. :) it took me 10 years because a lot of reasons.i cant get enough seeders,i don't get the correct files.and i cant get the correct game i looked for. :)

we think by what we are told

there is no creativity in us left.sad but true.

according to Sir Ken Robinson.for his talk on Do Schools Kill Creativity?
"our education system is created on the idea of academic abality.and there's a reason.the whole system was invented around the world where no system of public education made before the 19th century.they all come into being to meet the need of industrialisme.so the hirarchy is reasoned on two ideas.
1.the most useful subjects for worker are at the top. so you would probably steered benially from the subjects you love most at school,things you like on the ground of you would never get a job doing that.now profoundly mistaken.the world is engulfed in revolution.
2.academic abalities which already become to dominate our view of intelligence because universities designed the systems in their image.if you think about the whole system of academic system around the world is the protractive process of universities entrance.

and the consequences is that many people who are highly brilliant,intelligent people think they are not.because the things they are good at at school are not valued,always actually stigmatized.

in the next 30 years,according to unesco.more people world wide will be educating through education then what they did since in the beginning of history and its the combination of all the things we have talked about.technology and its transformation effect on work and demography and huge explosion of population. suddenly degrees arent worth anything."

seriously.it just kills your intelligence.because you are told what to think since the beginning.from kindergarten,to primary schools.you were asked what you want to be.you are told what not to be.

and added by other influences cigarettes(which most malaysian take),drugs,etc.etc you will just be a mindless puppets.you cant even think for yourself.

autumn in malaysia

thats what i thought about this evening..
raining seasons have come.or maybe the weather mayhem of the world has started to arrive in malaysia as well. let it be..i could not care less.

but with the evening rain sky view.ahh..how calm it feels. im not that sentimental..but somehow i just love rain and storms..it makes me feel soothed and calm..

how i wish i have a camera of my own.

(envious)
of the people out there who can easily have camera but never knows how to take a good picture..hahha.

me: anybody got a camera to give away..let me know..i will gladly take them away from . you :))
others:in your dream!

below is a malay song that might get you into the feel of this post.never mind the vids,just stay with the lyrics if u can :)

wrong feed from ask.com? the place where you are supposed to ask for answers? LOL

this 1 found from the new live trafic feed.. whoa..there's somebody who got to this blog by mistake when asking for p2u?huhuu..sorry for that..but this site is also rated no 2 on ask.com?! nice.. :D

day 2

forgive my poor math.this post was intended as a data gatherer for my self,and as a data sheet so that i can use them to make out my cash flow.you can just ignore this post,its meaningless for you. :)
but for days two of my business.

3/3/2011
income :rm 29.00

outgoing money :plastic bags x 2 =rm 1.60
:chilli sauce bottle x 2 =rm 1.80
:nugget x 1 =rm 5.80
:sausages x 2 =rm 4.40
:my salary(minus foods and drinks)=rm 2.50
total : rm 16.10

profit :rm 29.00-rm 16.10
=rm 12.90

4/3/2011
income :rm24.00
outgoing :salary(after food and drinks) =rm 0.50
:sausages and nuggets for next business day=rm10.20
total :rm 10.70

profit :rm 24.00-10.70
=rm 3.30

note to self: why?what happened?why so much drop??need more marketing strategy.need more products.sob3...

business :)

my first day doing it.penatlah pulak nak cakap bahasa inggeris,malam ni bahasa melayu cukuplah..

plan asal:
nak meniaga jagung.supplier yang aku ada sekarang ni entahlah.dia pun amik daripada orang.aku buat agreement dengan dia,rm0.90 sebiji.jagung susu taiwan tak silap aku.kalau sesiapa tau harga asal benda ni,dan pembekal area penang.gitaulah aku.aku nak mencuba nasib.

perkara yang terjadi:
aku bermodalkan rm30,belilah mayonis,sos cili,lidi,nugget ayam 1 bungkus,sosej 2 bungkus.aku jual,alhamdulillah aku dapat pulangan daripada kawan-kawan aku yang beli.kalau tak ada depa ni,tak tahulah aku apa nak jadi.maybe takkan habis sampai sekarang.. T_T

aku ni dahlah tak reti nak bercakap.nak melaung panggil orang datang dekat gerai aku pun aku takut.hahah..macam bodos.aku nak mencuba nasib lagi esok.tapi aku nak cari barang yang senang nak jual.sesiapa ada idea nak tarik pelanggan?kongsilah dengan aku. :)

kenapa?why?

kenapalah ada budak ni terlampau 'cerdik' sangat?dah aku cerita apa rahsia aku,dia pegi cerita pulak dekat orang lain.kalau lah nak semua orang baca,aku tak dak lah nak cerita dekat dia.baik aku cerita dekat dalam blog ni ja..haish..manusia..ingatkan pandailah sangat nak simpan rahsia..rupa2nya tahap blur macam peti ais jugak..otak beku..haish..apalah nasib..dah aku kena 'attack' balik..sadih betoi..

'hebat'nya aku

merosak hati orang aku ar no 1.sapa xpernah sakit hati dengan aku?sengaja,xsengaja..siapa kenal aku,semua mesti sakit ati dengan aku.WAJIB! aku ulang sekali lagi, WAJIB! macam apa ja aku rasa..entahlah labu..

as i am writing here right now,ada satu lagi hati bakal hancur dalam tangan aku.(macamlah boleh aku nak bangga dengan benda ni). lantaklah.minta-mintalah dia lebih bahagia selepas ni..tujuan aku hadir dalam hidup kamu-kamu semua,hanya untuk membiarkan kamu semua merasa apa erti sakit hati. sekian :|

aku tak faham rupanya

apa yang hendak aku tulis..too private for you to read.its just..tenangnya aku malam ini..walau seketika.. :)

sadisnya hidupku sem ini..malanglah hidup ini

huuu..mengadu domba lah aku dekat blog ni..sebab dekat mana lagi aku nak mengadu domba kalau bukan dekat sini.
ada orang tersayang langsung busy.nak cari kawan tak ada.nak mengadap mak bapak,haram nak pegi.(anak derhakalah katakan).
duit dah habis.orang hutang tak mahu bayar.duit elaun tak masuk masuk lagi.duduk rumah sewa dapat housemate kuat mengata.ada pulak suka menyibuk hal aku.(or maybe aku saja yang malas nak campur hal orang,sampai kena tegur kenapa tak nak keluar bilik.huu..projek akhir tahun xgerak2 lagi.terbengkalai hampir 3 bulan..ada ahli kumpulan fyp pulak harap kualiti ja,xdak kuantiti.
sorang kaki game(aku)
sorang brainless,langsung byk cakap ja idea xbernas langsung
sorang pemalas nak mati,idea xdak,kerja xbuat
sorang lagi dah dua minggu tak datang kelas.attendance memanjang kosong.dah tahap nak kena buang kolej.
aku terasa runsing sangatlah sem ni..macam manalah hidup aku ni..sob3..
nk mengadu dengan allah dah malu lah pulak..dosa menimbun.dengan sapa lah lagi mampu aku nak mengadu..huu..aku bukan nak harap simpati.just,semacam diari awam aku lah pulak dekat blog ni.sesapa yang terbaca post kali ni,ampunkan hamba.kerana hamba hanya insan biasa tak terlepas dari resah gelisah..

p/s:aku kalau dah tensen 3 tahap keluar
1:buat2 xpeduli dekat orang tu
2:maki dalam bahasa orang putih lah
3:langsung jadi bahasa melayu asli,berpuitis2 lagi tu..hahah

when males bad mouth

hehee..this may sound weird,and/or also funny.but its true.
they also sound mindlessly silly.i cant help my self to laugh at what they are saying and how they say it.its not their weird accent,its just that they sound like some old aunties in the early 90's drama.or so i thought.

this might sound a little bit personal,but hey,these are my words..my life.. :)

my pride..my joy..my valkyrie..mvp petting :)

game: ragnarok online
server:don't care to remember
patch:blackout

ME:yeah. my first real game posts..
others: NOOB!!
me:aww,shut up!

these are the screenshots of my luckiest game night ever.
(i met three time with valkyrie!!oww yeahh!!haha)
the sad thing is,i only have 1 pet left.the other 1 was accidentally dropped.and accidentaly lost)so..there we go.i met her on my quest for the valkyrie helm in odin temple03(odin_tem03)

the first and second pictures ar of my first valk pet with my trusty professor,together with mistress card.i can spam all the abracadabra i need..

want to know what the funny part is?i was spamming abracadabra as a sinx was trying his best to kill my precious valk here..and so he FAILED and he DIED and he came back.just to DIE again..hahhaha..i wonder how my prof was never hit by her attack?

me:owh,im so good!for you mr.sinx..go jerk off somewhere else!haha..
others: NOOB!!
me:yeah..alrite..i know..sorry.. :(

these were taken before i turn it into an egg and accidentally dropped it and it vanished.LOL

but then..lucky me..the second valkyrie spawned before my fucking face..hahah!
me:in ur face!
others:shut up NOOB!

and i got her as my pet again.somewhere else.im with my pet,looting the ingredients for my valk helm.there come those greedy people spamming their skill on my already pet valkyrie..hehee..

and..there we go..pictures number 3 and 4..
mvp petting:-
pros:you get to look cool,and can even pull some pranks (an invisible stalker@a cloaked sins..walking around with ur pet)
cons:they say some stupid words(because of the poring/poporing ai script..

before we end this.
OTHERS:owh yeah...you are boring!
me:T_T sob3...

does anyone know how to stop the ai script from saying anything?(you would hate to see an IFRIT saying(aww,poring is hungry..bla,bla,bla)
would realy love to know.

how to lower your ping and reduce lag in online games(windows xp tweak)

alright! the first real post about gaming(tweaks) that i will finally post. :)

this is so that you will not feel any excessive lags than u will normally have(especially with the crappy slow services from TELEKOM)

this tweak will lower your ping in any game that you can think of.

1. go to START-->RUN-->type in REGEDIT
2. go to LOCAL MACHINE-->SYSTEM-->CurrentControllSet-->Services-->Tcpip-->Parameters
-->interfaces
3. inside, right click,choose New-->Dwords.
4. create Dwords named TCPNoDelay.
5. create another Dword named TCpAckFrequency.
6. after that,double click them 1 by 1 and change the value into 1 and mark it on HEXADECIMAL.
7. afterwards, go to START-->CONTROL PANEL-->ADD REMOVE PROGRAMS-->ADD/REMOVE WINDOWS COMPONENT. find message queing,and enable it.
8. afterwards copy step 1,instead this time go to LOCAL MACHINE-->SOFTWARE
-->MICROSOFT.
9. create 2 new key,MSMQ and Parameters.or find the key strings named
MSMQ-->parameters.
10. copy step 4 and 6.

after that.just load ur MMO and see if there is any change. :)

you are what you show.so be nice to others will you?

copy paste from someone.. not actualy my original post,but atleast I WANT TO SAY THIS TO THEM!!.. ahahaha

I can't believe I'm actually posting an explanation to this- I HATE explaining things. But anyway, here goes;

"MUSLIMS ARE THE MOST FUCKING UNLOVING PEOPLE I KNOW. YOU NEVER TOLD EACH OTHER 'I LOVE YOU' AND IF YOU DO, YOU NEVER MEANT IT BECAUSE IT HAS TO BE IN FUCKING ARABIC TO BE MEANINGFUL, AND YOU NEVER DID RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS, YOU DON'T HAVE SYMPATHY FOR AUTISTIC CHILDREN, YOU HATE EVERY WESTERN CULTURE BECAUSE YOU THINK ISLAM COMES FROM THE EAST SO THE EASTERN CULTURE MUST BE RIGHT, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HUNGRY CHILDREN IN AFRICA, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT POOR EDUCATION IN MAURITANIA, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THE ILLITERATE, YOU DON'T BOTHER TO LEARN ABOUT OTHER LANGUAGES OR CULTURES, YOU DON'T BOTHER TO UNDERSTAND OTHER PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE THE SAME RELIGION AS YOU DO, YOU LOOK DOWN NOT ONLY TO NON-MUSLIMS, BUT TO EACH OTHER AS WELL, YOU BACKBITE EACH OTHER, YOU TALK SHIT ABOUT EACH OTHER, YOU JUDGE EACH OTHER BASED ON THEIR APPEARANCE, YOU ARE FUCKING SCARED OF ANYTHING THAT RESEMBLED A CHRISTIAN CROSS AND WHATEVER THAT IS LINKED TO ILLUMINATI, YOU LOVE SPREADING STUPID RUMOURS ON INTERNET ABOUT SOME FUCKING DREAM SOMEONE HAD ABOUT THE PROPHET AND IF YOU SEND IT TO OTHER 20 PEOPLE YOU WILL GET GOOD RETURNS IN YOUR LIFE, YOU LOVE TO HYPE UP THE ARRIVALS BECAUSE MUSLIMS JUST LOVE TO FUCKING SCARE PEOPLE, YOU DON'T HAVE GOOD COMMUNICATION SKILLS WITH OTHER PEOPLE, MUSLIM GIRLS CAN'T SPEAK UP BECAUSE THEY ARE TAUGHT TO BE FUCKING SHY, MUSLIMS PRACTICALLY WORSHIP EVERYTHING ARABS DO EVEN THOUGH THEIR PROPHET DIDN'T ASK THEM TO DO SO.

What, it's wrong to stereotype? Of course it's wrong, but you stereotype people who celebrate Valentine's Day too, so why would I give you justice when you give none to others?"

This is sarcasm. Muslims like these do actually exist and are a huge disappointment and are a bad image to the Muslim society. These Muslims are the stereotypical Muslims that frustrate the hell out of me, because being a Muslim is much, much deeper than all those stated above. These are the extremists that are ignorant and full of hatred and can never get what Islam has always preached- love and peace. (These are also the annoying Muslims that forward chain mails which contain the element of syirik and make my Inbox full with unnecessary stuff.) These are the shallow Muslims that can't practice what they preach and follow everything that they are told to do absent-mindedly without knowledge and awareness of what they are doing. These are the Muslims that shout words of anger and hatred towards non-Muslims and completely ignore the teachings of Islam to love and to create peace in this world. These are the Muslims who try to convert you by force. These are the Muslims who can't find balance in this world and the hereafter (though I do believe in 'jika kita kejar akhirat, dunia akan mengejar kita' but that's just a personal belief).

"Are u saying that we can celebrate Valentine's...?"

No. I have no power to dictate the hukum in sensitive issues such as this.

But if celebrating Valentine's is about being nicer to your family, friends and people who you have never actually talked to, and doing random acts of love and kindness on February 14th, then I do celebrate Valentine's. In fact if that is what celebrating Valentine's is about, then I am guilty of wanting to celebrate Valentine's for every day for the rest of my life. In fact, I want to do this even if Saint Valentine has never existed. I am pretty sure not only Islam teaches its followers to love, but every other religion as well (I don't know about Scientology or something like that, though. ._. )

But if celebrating Valentine's is about what most people are doing these days which includes comitting sins that your religion (regardless of what religion you are practicing) forbids you to do, then I would wholeheartedly admit that I do not and will never celebrate Valentine's. I believe religion is about commitment, and if you do things that your religion specifically asks you not to do, then you have failed to commit.

But I, is never in the position to judge you for anything you do because I'm not God, and I believe only God can judge us. We can't be better or worse than one another because we can never know for sure. But we can always strive to be better together. It's important for us not to judge each other because when we are too busy judging, we don't have time to love. :/ And it's such a waste of time anyway.

And if you do have sex before marriage, regardless of what religion you are in, I still love you. ♥ In fact, no matter what you do, I will still love you anyway. Except if you kill/amputate people for no reason then I will just kill/amputate you back. >.<>.<>

penatnya...

hah..banyak benda aku nak luah..tapi rasa macam tak terluah dah dari lubuk hati aku sekarang ni...lantaklah..geramlah pulak aku..aku dah hilang marah nanti aku updatelah dekat sini.

how to install a new yahoo messenger

this is AFTER you have downloaded the yahoo messenger software. i wouldnt give you the link because it will be gone after you read this because of their update of newer versions of the software.the steps you should take:

1. click RUN to allow the software to install

2. click on the software installer

refer to label (3) in the pic

3. uncheck all the square boxes because its optional and not that important

4. click next

5. ACCEPT the terms and agreement,if not you will not be able to proceed with the installation

6. click next

7. afterwards click INSTALL

8. wait for the installer to download all the files it requires

9. check the square box saying "launch yahoo! messenger" and click FINISH

10. enter your email address inside the column yahoo ID box

11. enter the password to your yahoo mail in the password box

how to add a picture inside cbox

buat amir..

dan sesiapa yang baru nak belajar berchatting

cari gambar yang anda suka..google je.. gambar2 dari imageshack pon cantik gak..

right click pada gambar,kemudian copy image location. selepas itu masukkan di ruangan email/url pada baris atas kanan pada ruangan chat.

system of a DOWNED

lord..the crazy system..inconsiderate! where's the user friendliness in that service?hmm..i wonder

this happened to me a few weeks ago. I lost my wallet,and all its contents of course. there goes my license,id,bank card,bla bla bla..the scene is.

i want to make a replacement.

with the national registration: you need to pay first to apply for new id card(ic)

with the bank: you need your temp replacement ic,3 more legal registeration proof that you are you(student card/license/birth certficate)

the thing is:

(a) the thing is,you just lost your WALLET.the little piece of bag that you use to store your money.

(b) to withdraw money,you need your IC.

(c) to make your IC you have to pay first.

without any money aid from your friend/family.how will you make ANY of the replacement card?seriously..what kind of a system is this?

improvement!

we now have a chat box..yeay!! not..hehhe..because we have to refresh that chatbox every now and then to see new chats..its kinda tiring and boring..if any of you can tell me how i can change that,i will be more than happy to learn from you..

p/s: dont charge me though..i will never pay you :P

penulisan2u.my

or maybe just

http://cbox.ws/?n=7-284647-hbqrs9

its chatbox..

yeah..because i never realy went there to read those novels..i never realy understand them novels anyway.but,its chatting comunity..thats where the heart of that site is..i love being there..its like they are the only friends i have.believe it or not,i seldom goes out.i dont even realize that my last rental house was near a highway.or never did i realize that there is a supermarket near my new house.not until my housemates tell me.. but..for me,these are my real friends.whom i share happiness and sadness and whom created happiness for me when im not in the mood. :)

i...lost..it..

huuuhhh?~~

yeah..i lost it man..like a guy who suddenly became ED..i lost it..i dont have the passion to play games anymore..why?why is it?sob3..maybe because of my low end machine here..yep..i cant even play DOTA without crashing..hehe..but,thats not all to it..there is something inside me..yearning..begging me to stop playing..what is it?can anyone tell?

its all about sticking to 'THE MAN'

-quote by jack black in the school of rock-

and thats why i boycotted my 3rd semester lecturer for the whole sem!!
whoa..crazy rite?because in the end,i am the one who have to re-take the whole course all over again. but,thats my self achievement.and i am very proud of it,no matter what ever you will say. in my silent fight against her(yeah,my lecturer is a bloody woman..-shes a total bitch!-) i said that,finally..
thats enough.but,what will you do. what would you do to stick it to 'THE MAN'?? peace.. :)