whoaaaaa

thats what i blurted out when i saw a blogger friend who have 351 followers(and all are people i know!) hahah..and they barely come to my page. how sad. but its okay. i dont think i need that amount of followers.

ill just consider my posts as intended to those lucky chosen people out there. hehee..though amount seems like a big thing,but i think whats born from my readers heart towards my posts matters most.

others:you still do not want to admit that people doesnt care about what you say?
me: (-_-")

but its okay.to my followers..
thank you very much!

ども　ありがと　ございます

know what.i think i want to make a japanese reading class for free for all of you :)
maybe after my final year project?

and thats for now, with love to all assalamualaikum :)

regret

Nah,i dont want to lament about anything.its just something i heard from a vlogger in youtube. :)

"post something that you would not regret about in the afteryears.. :D

to think about that,im already beginning to regret 1 or 2 of my posts in here.maybe they are too emotional i guess. but isnt that why you blog?so that you can share your feelings with the world? i dont know.in fact,i think i dont know anything about this world..

others:what are you babling about? CRAZY.
me:sorry..

well,this might be a bit boring post.but,what to do. well,there you go.a small post for the day.

thank you

thats all i can get from her? does only thanks is worth for me?cant i get more?cant she just tell that she love me?dont you know that it hurts me?it hurts me real bad.i cant stand living like this.i cant pretend like her.she is good.she is pious.its just that she is too good and pious that i dont deserve to get her?

how i wish i could just get her hands.is it worth for me to continue my pursue for her?i really want her.but i cant live like this.i will definitely lose my mind. damnit i only wanted to be loved.is that hard for her to even just pretend for me??just pretend that she loves me?why?why did she make me like this?