thats all i can get from her? does only thanks is worth for me?cant i get more?cant she just tell that she love me?dont you know that it hurts me?it hurts me real bad.i cant stand living like this.i cant pretend like her.she is good.she is pious.its just that she is too good and pious that i dont deserve to get her?
how i wish i could just get her hands.is it worth for me to continue my pursue for her?i really want her.but i cant live like this.i will definitely lose my mind. damnit i only wanted to be loved.is that hard for her to even just pretend for me??just pretend that she loves me?why?why did she make me like this?
hahah..i lost..
ReplyDeleteafter 5 years of chasing
this is me, 4 years after the above posting.
i do got a fighting chance.we got engaged..
but that's that..if god says you dont have it,you will not have it.
we broke up last month.
only 2 months from our wedding.
in 25th december 2014
but atleast in my death bed i can still say to myself
I Have Tried
:)