tribute to a friend

this i came across in the FB of my friend.

he is a friend of mine who quits college and start his own business.definitely salute this 1 guy. dare to defy any laws.he does not go to the lectures that did not get his attention.we both didn't go to the final of my boycotted lecturer.definitely a friend that stick to his friend's back. thanks man..i owe u big time.

i dont realy remember much about what we talked about.but it leaves a deep effect in my heart after that talk.realy opened my mind and made me think maturely.definitely 1 in a million.because of some reasons.i used to stay in his room back when im in semester 3..and i get to know this guy a little more.

hopefully he can be a better man outside. the guy who does not want to be told what to do by others. i believe he can make it. salute you my friend. :)

the down slope in my graph

last night was a disaster.i couldnt even get enough sell to compensate my initial capital for my goods for that night and to pay for the site rent.

i also have some defect in my asset. so tonight i am going to back away from this product i am trying out,and i am going to go for carbonated drinks for tonight. hopefully i will get more profit to compensate my lost for last night.

i dont know whether this strategy might work or not.and also my asset in cash are decreasing.and i dont think i can have enough capital to start this new product.i might need to apply some loan from my associates.i can take some from my savings but that would be too big of a risk.i might lose the money for my rents and bills.

bismillahitawakkal tu alallahu wallahu wa ni'mal wakil wala haulawala quwwataillabillahi aliyul azim.

(its my own version of tawakkal prayer.from prophet's hadith but i sort of combine two into 1)

love is in the air

or maybe fading away..i dont know what to say.realy..its not fading away.its just that im in love and i love her so much that it hurts me when she is not around. i kept thinking of making her neglect all her work and studies so that she could be with me all the time. but nah~~ she is not fully mine yet. we are not even married! :)

the good thing is. deep inside i can believe that she is truthful and loyal to me. i know despite all her more handsome friends and all the guys out their trying their luck to get her, she still does not give any chance to them. deep inside,i know that i am lucky to have her. to have even known her is lucky enough for me. :)

how many hearts have i broken just because i dont want to have any commitment with other girls.hah..i wonder if there will be a payback for all that i have done to those other girls. but that is for allah to do His works. hopefully i can have her as my bride one day..

p/s:hahahah post gatai..hehehe lantak ar..henset rosak punya pasai.merapu meraban la sensorang. memasing busy..siang kelas sama kelas.malam aku meniaga pulak.tak ada masa pun nak bermesej apa semua..lepas kawin lah baru bercinta gamaknya..mintak mintaklah kekal.. aminn.. :)

down memory lane 1

the olden days.how calming.it just give you the feel of calm and joy.
these reviews would be by my point of view.that is as a malay in malaysia.because this country is a multi racial and multi religious country.so i could not post about other race and religiosity view.

heheh..the songs.for now i would place some,but afterwards i might edit or add new posts about them..

i would say

1.xpdc..they have gone through up and down.many band members have come and left. my favorite song would be teman(for now,theres so many but i cant recall their names)

2.butterfingers..the only malaysian group that never change their band members..salute! :) my fav song would be vio pipe,maharani,kabus ribut

3.spider..the once very popular band..their song aladdin, and gosok was once a whistled by many malays. my fav were non in particular,but i would suggest you to listen to their album and find 1 to your liking.

there are many more..but i think that's all for now.

the most popular sitcom would be senario. they have 5 actors which make up the team. apek,lan pet pet,azlee,wahid,1 which i cant remember.

they made many movies and their sitcom is still aired on malaysian tv3 up until now.not much i can say about them because i dont watch tv much.

hmm..thats for tv and radios for now..maybe more later.. :) let me know for things that i overlooked please :)

baldur's gate+throne of baal

feww..ive been looking for this game for the last 10 years!i played this before,but i borrowed the discs and after i returned them,i never played them again..

its very nostalgic actualy.because because of this game i came to know torrents file,i learned to tweak them,and i came to know prince of persia and such.. :) it took me 10 years because a lot of reasons.i cant get enough seeders,i don't get the correct files.and i cant get the correct game i looked for. :)

we think by what we are told

there is no creativity in us left.sad but true.

according to Sir Ken Robinson.for his talk on Do Schools Kill Creativity?
"our education system is created on the idea of academic abality.and there's a reason.the whole system was invented around the world where no system of public education made before the 19th century.they all come into being to meet the need of industrialisme.so the hirarchy is reasoned on two ideas.
1.the most useful subjects for worker are at the top. so you would probably steered benially from the subjects you love most at school,things you like on the ground of you would never get a job doing that.now profoundly mistaken.the world is engulfed in revolution.
2.academic abalities which already become to dominate our view of intelligence because universities designed the systems in their image.if you think about the whole system of academic system around the world is the protractive process of universities entrance.

and the consequences is that many people who are highly brilliant,intelligent people think they are not.because the things they are good at at school are not valued,always actually stigmatized.

in the next 30 years,according to unesco.more people world wide will be educating through education then what they did since in the beginning of history and its the combination of all the things we have talked about.technology and its transformation effect on work and demography and huge explosion of population. suddenly degrees arent worth anything."

seriously.it just kills your intelligence.because you are told what to think since the beginning.from kindergarten,to primary schools.you were asked what you want to be.you are told what not to be.

and added by other influences cigarettes(which most malaysian take),drugs,etc.etc you will just be a mindless puppets.you cant even think for yourself.

autumn in malaysia

thats what i thought about this evening..
raining seasons have come.or maybe the weather mayhem of the world has started to arrive in malaysia as well. let it be..i could not care less.

but with the evening rain sky view.ahh..how calm it feels. im not that sentimental..but somehow i just love rain and storms..it makes me feel soothed and calm..

how i wish i have a camera of my own.

(envious)
of the people out there who can easily have camera but never knows how to take a good picture..hahha.

me: anybody got a camera to give away..let me know..i will gladly take them away from . you :))
others:in your dream!

below is a malay song that might get you into the feel of this post.never mind the vids,just stay with the lyrics if u can :)