I am losing him..forever..

My father is dying.prostate cancer.right now hes living on painkillers.no surgery.because he need to feed the young ones.

And me,crawling around on these petty cents that i make everyday peddling burgers.

Cant even get a leave to visit home. Fucking boss.hope he dies someday being alone forever burning in hell

Im alone again

Fucking shit
When i just found someone new. she goes for someone else.
What the fuck.
I am always on the losing side.
Fuck me.

I have to be the best!