darkness in my heart

WITH TEARS IN MY EYES

im a man..but still i cry like woman

i really hope that you will read this fa..

i want to marry you..i really do

i beg i pray and i cry in my prayers..but still why does god does not wed us yet??

i love you. and i dont want to be anything to you except
your husband. i want to have you as my own. i want you to be by my side.

is it really hard for me to even have that tiny bit of blessing from him??

or is it you that is always praying that we dont get married?

i want you..i really do fa..

-29/8/2010/-with tears in my eyes..again..

raging in my heart..bursting in my mind

ANGER

i am bursting with anger with this old man!

how stupid can he be??limiting access to the pc

that even updates cant be done..

making a high end pc operate sluggish run?

how hard can life be with him!

fuck you man..fuck you DAD!!fuckkKKKKKKKKKkkkkkk